The Darkness that I see can only mean one thing
that its time to go
All I seem to see is the shining light that calls me "lets go"
Now I feel its time to Leave this place behind me and move on
To leave in peace.....Allowing others to live their lifes with out their burden
The burden of me
I know they will mourn and may even shed a tear for me
But in the end i think this is for the best
Better then them having to put up with me, the emotional reck
I've tried to leave so many times 4 now im sure
Ever time something happens to save me...
Little does this little guardian angle know i want to sleep
I think its playing agiasnt me...saying live, live in peace
But peace is beyond me now....I can feel the tide of change coming
Its only time before i snap and become one of them
The ones i see in my sleep the ones that call me to join them
The ones I know only to haunt and hurt others
They repersent what i call "shadowlust"
So now in this writing i say goodbye only to be taken by the others
Shaken and dragged into their beliefs....
To them life is as simple as give or take
They either see a life and see its worth living or take it becuase its not
I can feel my being turn towards this belief
only to relise im the one with a life not worth living
So now im caught between death and desire
Feeling the wieght of life it's self
I start to see why i've made it this far
Because in the end i was not alone
My Friends were there
The ones i know that care
