All I remember is the past...
when you gave me hugs and kisses, and held me in your arms.
I remember I was the closest one to you.
Then it all happened...
all the bad, miserable memories blocked the others.
I remember seeing you, lying there in the hospital bed, unable to speak, nor move.
You had tubes running in and out of your mouth, and down your throat.
I left the room at the end of the day...saying my I love you's and my goodbye's.
The next night...you left me.
You left me without letting me say my last, final words to you..."Please, don't forget me".
I would have said them the day before, but I didn't think that you would let me go.~~You still left me alone, miserable, and lifeless.
