Again And Again

Back to the end again
Back to the end of reason
Back to the end of sanity
Its said you have to hit bottom to get up again

Back to the world that is my every day
Its grip getting ever tighter
Its plague ever choking the life out of me
Back again to the steps already taken

Begin again the stages of hell
This tale, one that has been strung again and again
Back to this pain i can not escape from
Into the endless passionless hole that is my home

For reasons i know but can not explain
I come back again and again
Back again for the things i don't understand
As if parasitic i just can not live without

Back to this place i have never escaped from
Again to you the words seem so repetitive
Welcome to the thoughts in my head
Welcome to the hell that I'm in