Insecurity

This feeling of insecurity.
Makes me want to die,
Listening to false lies,
And this cuts that make me bleed.

I try so hard each day,
But to no avail.
Seems like I'm locked in a jail,
Having nothing left to say.

I'm trapped in here,
Without no hope.
I can no longer cope,
And thats my fear.

I feel wrong.
I've been used,
I'm like a substance of abuse.
This feelings seem to long.

But I'm getting tired of this.
This feeling of insecurity,
Makes lies to me.
As I cut myself on my wrist.

But I give this up
These feelings.
I'm inside chilling.
As I throw away my lives cup.