I've got this sinking feeling
a feeling in the pit of my stomach
the feeling of hopelessness
rising into my throat
slowly choking me
suffocating me
drowning in my own self pity
trying to raise myself back up
only for you to kick me back down again
losing reason
losing my mind
losing everything i once loved and cared for
watching the walls that were once my life
my stability come crumbling crashing falling down around me
as i sit and wait
waiting for something that will never be again
trying to change this
trying to change us
trying to do the impossible
the impossible that has become my life
my world
my obesession
my everything
