Unspoken Words

Everyone has that one person they love the most. The one that can make you smile just by a phone call away. One that makes stupid jokes but you laugh anyway. It's always that one particular person thats written all over your heart but don't even realize it. At times its that one person that you know you wouldn't be able to love. Watching people love, watching people hurt. Now I realized how much love can stab you like a knife because of these stupid rules that others spread around. Specific things that one can not do because others say they can't. Is that really love? Is it hard to accept truth? Questions building up inside me, making me more confused then I already am. Being stuck in the middle is not always easy. One thing I'd like to ask everyone. Isn't "Love" something that's shared by others no matter how much you dislike that someone or something? One that can learn to move on from previous wounds. One that can accept the truth. Sometimes I wonder how much better life would be if it was all a fantasy. How one can be at peace
can have the knowledge to understand the changes that others are going through
can be happy
has no limits
has no stupid rules to follow
never stuck in the middle
can smile fully
has no fear to love that person
And yet we live a world that has limits, fears, hurt, anger and sadness. I never realized that someone can actually be pulled back by these rules. It's like trying to stretch a rubber band that'll never rip but instead will pull you back to the sadness.
I don't want anymore sadness...
I don't want any hurting...
That's why I know for sure, I can't say I love you too

Uhmmmm sorta a poem, kinda not really xD but yeah really sorry if its suckss i'm not really good at these kind of things >.> x]