Love Under the Influence...of Love

Love, you have deceived me
You convinced me of your stay
Only to rip from my heart
That cold, dark, dreary day

Why have you hurt me so
When I've cherished you so much
Putting you into every word
Feeling you with every touch

Why do you betray me now
When I need you the most
Me, your biggest fan
Me, your dedicated host

Maybe I am unworthy of possessing you
Or this might me your only form
The only form in which I can sustain you
You keep me cold, while I keep you warm

Love, how I've grown to hate you
Yet, still unable to let you go
I despise your every motive
In case you didn't know

I wish to break free of your curse
You undeserving beast
You've stolen my every emotion
Treating my heart as your feast

I wish to expel you from my soul
Ridding myself of this torment
This never ending torture
Of which you represent

You are to blame for the pain
For this endless stream of tears
For the gradual destruction of my heart
Through these hellish past three years

I do hope to see you again
But next time at your best
Not feeling the need
To rip you from my chest

We shall reunite
In quite the display
But at this time
I must go my own way