BrOken

Ii regret a lot a lot of thingsz in my life but ii do not regret the decisonsz ii made. ii remember my life being so close to perfect. i used to love my life..ii used to love wakin up every morning. now ii hate livin the life ii live..ii feel alone. ii feel insecure all over again. ii feel like everydayy myy heart is breaking into a million piecesz &+ ii kant put them bck bcux they gunna end up tumbling down again..ii kno the piecesz fit bcux ii used to picked them up then watch them tumble down over &+ over again. every night ii stayed up &+ think bout how myy life changed so rapidly. ii lost friendsz. ii lost manyy people that ii thought wuld be in myy life now. itsz like wat happens wen the people yu kno become the people yu knew?.what happens when trust is broken Or wen yu hide behind a silly promise what happens when people change &+ yur stuck in the past wondering why they left yu?. itsz funny how wen yu a little kid yu picture yur whole life ahead of yu but it doesn't turn out that wayy. ii used want myy life bck. ii want the old me bck..the happy energetic little girl. the girl that never broke no matter how hard the situation was. but ii finally broke..ii culdnt take it anymore. i was alone &+ ii still feel alone.ii jus sit &+ wonder..why.? whyy me.?