We became lovers in 2006.
In 2008, My parents and her parents fight.
And she left me for two months saying that she was gonna marry to a guy that she had crush on before she's my girl friend.
Two months, I lived my life without her.
I had many sleepless nights, I suffered a lot.
One day she sent me a message to my Phone after 2 months.
Saying that she was really sorry , and she wanted to explain everything that everything she was doing was just a fake.
I believed it , and after 3 months she left me without saying goodbye.
I called her phones but no replies.
I had no idea where she has been , I've been staring at my Phone after she's gone.
And after 1 month , she gave me a missed call.
She said she was on a trip . And I believed it once again.
We talked on the phone everyday , but she's so cold to me.
Like she has no feelings for me anymore. But i satisfied because she's back in my life.
All i ever needed is just her. I really loved her.
And one day i called her Phone but no one picked it up.
And i called her home Phone. a boy said she's not home.
I called her many days , but i got no contacts from her.
And one day I logged in to her account and I read her chat logs.
She was chatting with a guy from her IELTS class.
That guy asked her , how's everything with your bf?
she said every thing's perfect. and then she said I gotta go to meet my bf now. bye see u then.
And I'm sure the bf she is going to me was not me.
Because she hasn't contacted me for 1 week.
So who is her bf ? She's seen my offline message.
But she didn't reply my offline message and beside she blocked me from her list.
What is that for ? she didn't say anything .
I'd rather feel her Goodbye words than said nothing.
What am I supposed to do ? if she's gonna leave me like this .. Why did she give me missed call ?
Why did she hook me again ?
I don't know what to do but cry.
She's such a cheater but still I cannot get over her.
How to get over ? how to get over ?