Im so tired of living this life

by JUAN AKA Sidewayz   Apr 30, 2009


Damn I'm so tired of living this life.
MY life has been a big lie.
I'm so messed up that i push every one away that tries to get close to me.
I always beg for god to help me.
I push everyone away with out thinking who i hurt.
To think I'm the one who always gets hurt.
I feel so depressed that i don't know what to do anymore.
I have been fighting this depression for 6 years that i don't know if can fight anymore.
I know what im going threw is a test by god.
Karma makes it so difficult to pass all this tests its so damn hard.
All of this bruises and cuts i got in my body are not from work.
I just use that excuse cause its the best excuse that works.
Should i just give up on this messed up life.
Damn I'm so tired of living this life.

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  • 15 years ago

    by RoseBlood

    Perhaps if you tried not pushing away each and every one that has tried to get to you you would have gotten over your depression and self-destructive life sooner.
    I can totally understand what you say though, I have had my dark ages too, and I'll say try to find a reason to live, and stop looking for a reason to die.

  • 15 years ago

    by Finalgravedigger

    Everyone feels like this in their lives i know what you mean. But itcan get better. I realized that relaxing and being calm in these tough situations is the best thing to do. Not exactly a poem more of rant but i feel you dude.^^

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