My heart beats
But my mind retreats
Its hard not knowing what's wrong or right
Its hard when You have already lost the fight
Its hard when she is all you think of at night
Its over now and i've given my hopes away
Im tired of trying each and every day
I thought one day she would be my wife
But now all I can do is move on with my life
Im just living a life that is too hard
My soul living in a dark room that is barred
She was my number one girl
But I live in a cold world
She was that twinkle in my eye
The jealousy when she is with another guy
And the tears on my face when I cry
I don't want to move on another day without that smile
That warm feeling thats makes life worth wild
Don't want to go on without her face
That takes my heart to another place
I'm in a high pursuit chase
I have to throw a rope around that heart
Have to let her know I've loved her from the start
Don't want to go on with this pain
Without a night of holding her in the rain
And that feeling that makes my heart go insane.