I'm thinking that for once
I should be honest with my heart
No lies,tell it all...
...I feel so very torn apart...
You ask, "Do you miss him?"
But of course I answered no
the truth...with all my heart
I just tell myself not to let it show.
I say I don't and that I could never again,
but without him I just can't live
can hardly think,can hardly breathe
there's nothing I wouldn't give...
You ask, "Are you happy?"
I smiled at this and answered yes
once again the truth...behind this mask
I am a complete mess.
Yeah I smile all the time
my misery is hidden
and people have adapted to this fake so well
that the awful truth is ust forbidden.
Last you ask,"So who are you?"
so I laughed so hard and said, "Me of course!"
but thats just it,isn't it?
Me....I don't know who I am anymore...
