I don't know how to describe it
this empty feeling inside
all i know is sometimes it hurts
but the pain then soon subsides
i see things around me
that would make a grown man run in fear
but all i ever do is sit and watch
then wait for it to clear
i push people almost to their breaking point
then pretend to fix what i caused
i wait for something to happen
then when they need me i run off
i do this to people who hurt me
and they never see my game
mental warfare is my catch
through this i put them to shame
i give people what they deserve
nothing less and nothing more
if they have the audacity to break me apart
they should know it;ll turn to war
when someone hurts me deep enough
they've decided their own fate
I'm just the one who decides how
and which emotions it'll take
i plot against there weakness
and decide to exploit their pain
through their own emotions
i get solace for my shame
