God why are you making me suffer like this.
I know that i have made so many mistakes in the past.
The pain jus cant go away it has been 6years it feels like a disease.
My heart has been hurt so much that i covered my heart with a black cast.
I see my mom cry every time i go to the streets.
So many times that i disappointed my dad that it hurts to see him like that.
the pain just cant get any worse its like my life just repeats.
so many chances that my dad gave me and i blew them like that.
