Obviously, I'm not good enough for you
I apologize, I say I'm sorry
You say that it's not true
I don't know what to do, to make you stay with me
I tried so hard, I tried to open your eyes, make you see
But you push me away, you tell me to leave
I made a mistake I regret, and it's you who does the grieving?
I wish i could take it back, if I had known you'd leave me
I would have gone about it differently
But I don't see why you defend him
When he was the one to threaten me
And because he's gone, and I was the cause
You choose to turn your back
You used to be by my side
You once told me he was crossing the line
But now that he's gone, you're no longer mine
I don't understand why
Why would you tell me that it was ok
And then turn around and pull away
I did the best thing possible
I stopped him from his harm
And you look at me, you shake your head
When you were once warm
I can't lose you, but you don't care
You used to be the only one there
I can't stand this stabbing pain
The one from your words
Telling me he's not insane
If he's so innoccent, then please tell me how
How it's ok to threaten to bring a gun
To shoot me, and two of my friends
And you think it's ok....
I wish I never met you sometimes
Because then my heart wouldn't long for you
But now that you're gone
And I seem to have done wrong
My tears hold back, I push away the blade for as long as I can resist
Because I'm hoping you'll realize that I was right
And someday we will stop this fight....
