She stands there and looks into the mirror
your such a disgrace to this family
she hears her mothers words repeat in her mind
your just a mistake you'll never change
she stands there and stares at herself
i am more then that she whispers
she removes the bloody towel wrapped around her wrists
i am so much more then you think she screams
and soon your going to realize that
she sits in the corner and cries
I'm not a disgrace I'm not a mistake she cries
she grabs the blade and slices her wrist
how can they understand me she wonders
my own mother judges me before she knows me
i cant do this anymore i wont do this
i cant waste another persons life on me
i cant pretend anymore nobody's here to care
i just want to die so that i can be free.......
open the door her mother bangs on the door
open this door now or i will knock it down she yells
her mother stands there and waits
honey open the door she screams open it please
finally her mother slams in the door
only to find her daughter has died
no no no she screams and holds her in her arms
baby don't go she cries please baby
mommies here stay with me she screams again
i regret not telling you how much I'm sorry
and how i didn't mean those words but my biggest
regret is not telling you how much i love you......
