Because they will judge
They will see the pain and the emotion
Thats been hidden away all this time.
They will make up excuses and set up appointments.
They will watch me and follow my every move.
They will try to fix me
But I know I am unfixable.
I am beyond help
I have been completely broken.
I once needed help
I once asked for it.
No one came.
Now they try to forgive and forget,
To make amends without apologies.
Its too late for that.
None of them helped
Now its just me.