I'm Not That Strong

Its been 5 and half months now.
Since you up and left me here.
& everyday just gets a little worse.
I can nolonger hide my tears.

I can barely feel my heart beat.
& my bodys just so numb;
Tell me if you love me?
Then why have been gone so long.

I've held on as long as I can.
& ive endured all i can endure.
But the longer that i hold on.
The more the pain just hurts.

What happened to the girl I knew.
When I was everything to her.
What happened to ill never leave you.
It looks like that was a lie for sure.

No one will ever compare to you.
Or make me happy like you did.
& even if I found someone new.
Your someone i'd never forget.

Deep down I know who I'm meant for.
& the truth is that is you.
But as i continue living my life.
Without you I dont know what to do.

I have no reason to be here.
& everything feels wrong.
How do you expect me to live my life.
When truthfully im not that strong.

Jay Jay
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