I wish I could say the most hurtful words to you,
Just so you'd know how bad I'm feeling.
But every word I say to you
Doesn't seem to make a difference
With what you're hearing.
How can you not care anymore?
We've been through so much
In such a long time,
And you're acting as if I mean nothing.
...But maybe I really don't.
Maybe I'm just here for your entertainment.
And if I am,
You're a pathetic excuse for something living.
Maybe I'm not supposed to have love.
I broke this, yes,
But I just thought that
"Perhaps he didn't find someone else by now?"
Or
"Perhaps he realized we should be together?"
I guess that's not meant to be
Because you took everything that was life from me.
Every time I think of you,
My heart starts to race and I can't breathe.
I don't know if that's a bad thing or not,
But look what you're doing to me.
With an evil smile on your face
You're taking my heart
And toying with it as if I was a puppet.
"Watch her dance!"
"Watch her sing!"
"I can make her do anything."
Does it feel good to know you have all the power now?
Does it feel good to know you're the one who isn't hurting anymore?
If that is so,
I hope the door doesn't hit your ass too hard on the way out.
I've felt rejected,
Alone,
Angry,
Confused,
Tired,
And helpless,
All because of you.
So many emotions run through me
However one is the strongest of all:
I love you, I do,
But I don't think I need you anymore.
