Drifting apart each day thats flies by
The absence of love shames him and I
Deeper in the depression that controls my heart
Part of the cycle that has torn me apart
Sorrow encases my spirit in a warped cocoon
Never been so lonely or ever wanted to howl at the moon
Fragile woman with tears that stream down her sad face
Emptiness engulfs her pride and leaves turmoil in its place
Tragic ending that floats on a nearby boat of remorse
Futile attempts made to keep up with loves course
More tries lead to a steeper staircase of pain
Fall down a flight and delve down further to border being insane
A stone thrown against a window is about the same
Inside the heart shatters and the rocks wielder is to blame
Trapped outside in the weather that pours down sleet
Endorphins stir but never surpass the body's weak beat
Mastermind of games that play cruel tricks on the soul
The targets always lose as is such the winners goal
He smiles handsomely at myself and I feel regret
I had promised that this time I'd not get upset
But the lost of all worship has taken a hold on my brain
The car that operates my mind gets hit by a train
I only wanted to have a dosage of complete happiness
But now i have to forfeit and settle for the second best
{[This Was Me Brainstorming With Two Songs.
Absence Of The Heart By Deana Carter.
And Thinking Of You By Katy Perry.]}
