When you see the doubt in someones eyes
someone that you loved
someone that you trusted
you feel a sort of sadness you don't want to cry out loud
but invisible tears start to break
break through your resolve
the tears start to tear your heart into tiny pieces
your knees start to give way and you feel like you want to faint
and fall down and never wake
you feel sudden coldness
like bing stuck in a huge freezer
like the hand you used to hold does not want to feel yours anymore
the warmness of the hand you can not feel anymore
You feel like the wizard of Oz. you don't have a heart or a brain
here take mine, it looks like don't need them anymore
