Dad

If i called you daddy
How would it make you feel
Would it seem like i really care
Would it seem like it was real

Well I'm sorry if it seems that way
One day it maybe will
Nothing can replace the damage
Or the way you make me feel

You make me feel useless
You make me feel scared
The only memories of you I have
Is all the abuse that i've bared

Maybe someday I'll forgive you
For not being here for me
You don't know anything
About who I've grown up to be

My life has never been normal
It probably will never be
So when i grown up and i'm doing good
Please stay away from me

I don't want you in my life,
I'm sorry to let you know
But i need to get away
My past won't help me grow

That is all you are to me
A memory from the past
But soon I will forget you
And i'll be free at last