I toss a smile as empty as can be,
Kissing the stranger staring at me,
I hold on to a truth known as a lie,
Confined in a lonely corner as I cry,
Tears glisten in the sky so bright,
But I still hide behind my night-light,
How caring she is to hold me so tight,
Our first date - a beautiful sight,
Watching from afar your mind set,
This isn't right - you can't forget,
Here's reality shaking your soft hand,
You wish your dream was better-planned,
Staring she's losing what she had,
This love - so close to being sad,
Then I fade from her torn vision,
Walking on thin line with precision,
Clever is my mind as my heart races,
Each second, step - I count paces,
Flowing is this timid boy so lost,
My life is timed - a terrible cost,
Could my message be coming in clear?
She quietly screams denials I can't hear,
Huduini himself couldn't escape so well,
But she's working with a demon in hell,
Vibes of a soft melody - perfect,
Relaxing my life for death to collect,
She loses me as I'm lost to her,
This life would never be so sure,
I'm running for the infinite smile,
She quickly uses her best guile,
"I'm not in love with you my friend"
So quickly does she want fear to end,
I'm holding new girl with distaste,
So stuck on her, she's a thick paste,
My hand won't let go of this deception,
But everyone knows reality is perception,
Baby, does this look real to you?
Or do your beautiful eyes see through?
Look at me - stare, I will wait,
Clear as day - my heart full of hate,
New girl is not real, neither am I,
I am hollow - a broken, lonely guy,
You are lost - confused in our trust,
Even mistaking my love for lust,
Walk away, see if I try to follow,
But be quick - I'm only hollow,
Staring my eyes burn from tears,
You're running - too many fears,
A heart beat slowing - stop,
My pressure has risen to the top,
Across the world - I will be there,
Shortly - you will see that I care,
This life is headed straight to you,
You have time - what will you do?
I'm on my way but I'm still here,
I love you - please catch my tear...
