The way my body feels
is forever unhealed
The pounding in my heart
viciously tears me apart
The shame of this game
creates an everlasting pain
The silence you leave,
contorts to an ear-piecing scream
The air turns chaotic
with an uneven sense of hypnotics
I yearn for the darkness that makes me feel light
& empties me of everything too bright
Take this suffocation into the nothingness
I no longer want to pay for each day you decide to go away.
