In Love & Loving It...
...But I'm still fasting...
Malnourishing the blood that pumps 2 my heart that would ensure a love everlasting...
I want 2 binge on ur every affection...
...AND OVERDOSE...
As if I was Cupid's crack head feenin' 4 arrows 2 be shot in my direction.
I wanna re-program my mind 2 erase any thoughts of second guessin'
I wanna remove the contraceptive from my heart...
So u could impregnate my ventricles and I can give birth 2 a new start.
But even though I like love raw...I still feel the need 4 protection...
Cuz when used correctly there's a 99.9% chance of success but there's always that fraction of failure...
And if I lost u my heart would be cardiactic...and I would feel arrested as if u was a jailer.
My lungs would collapse and my breathing would cease like an asthmatic without an inhaler.
...I CAN'T LIE...
My heart was left torn at the seams due 2 several years of careless alterations...
It's been patch worked with cheap material and stuffed with fabrications...
And I do believe ur the one 2 remove the pointless promises punctured in my heart with push pins...
And wrap it in an 800 thread count of love linen...
No longer do I wanna anticipate that shit will crack...
Like egg yolks on Sunday mornings u scrambled my emotions and sometimes I forget how 2 act.
We've been thru so much already... but this is just the start of it all...
I just hope ur strong enuff 2 finish this race wit me and get back up if u should ever fall...
And ur ppl's don't want us 2 be together...atleast that's what my eyes can see...
I just hope no one could ever talk u out of loving me...
See this is my reality...that might seem why I greet each day with hesitation...
It seems like my whole life I been on the highway 2 desolation...
But anytime I mapquest the road 2 happiness it leads me straight 2 ur heart as my final destination...
See me and u...I dont want us 2 be caught up in arguements like the great debators...
I want us 2 breathe life into each other as if we were on respirators...
I don't need u 2 complete me...but I do love u...COMPLETELY...
Even with no phone, internet, or postal service access...YOU COULD STILL REACH ME.
We are in sync to the point I could transmit my love via telekenisis
U touch me right 2 the core of my soul on days that I feel reachless...
U make me sing ur first, middle, and last name on days when I feel speechless...
I wanna crawl up in the corners of ur eye sockets so that I will never be blurred from ur vision...
And tap dance in ur ear drums so u know that I'm always there on days u feel like no one will listen...
I get innebriated off ur kiss...so I have no more need 4 the liquor...
U poured all of ur emotions in a glass 4 me...and today I drank ur mix of elixir.
And when it slid down my throat I thought 2 myself... "life has never tasted so sweet"
I'm no longer an alcoholic downing and drowning in double shots of defeat....
