A lost hope

It’s funny the way people talk to me
They look as if they don’t know
The way im feeling deep inside
The path I’ve chosen to go

When I walk down the street
No one seems to stare
Just a normal girl they think
And don’t seem to care

There is something I don’t understand
Something I don’t see
Something that’s been going on
Something that’s happening to me

I see my friends walking down the street
They don’t smile or wave
They look at me as some lost hope
Something they cannot save

The pavement that supports me cracks beneath my feet
It just seems to crumble away
my faith is slowly draining
I cannot continue living this way

I walk up to my room
And lay on my bed
I start to think of all lost times
Memories shooting through my head

I decide to end it all
For the memories start to drain
I begin to realize
That it will not make up for all the pain

The clouds are softly calling me
Like a summer nights star
I will watch you all from heaven
Watch you continue as you are.

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