Whenever you write me a message i wonder what color your eyes are?
whenever u make me smile i think to myself how do u do it?
when u ask me how my day is and i say ok and u ask for details, i wonder whay you care so much?
as i sit here all alone with music playing in the backkground
that old favorite song of mine comes on
and all i want to do is have you here with me now holding me tightly dancing to it
whenever i go on i wait for you to message me
just to see what weird conversation we will have
i stay up late at night just to see if youll go on
when u tell me what your wearing i wonder to myself whats underneathe that shirt
when i see you at school in the gym sitting all alone i wonder what your thinking about
when you raise your hand to touch your hair i wonder how your hands would feel like on my body
when i see you walking at school
something jumps in my stomach and makes me happy
because i know how badly i want you
and this craving won't seem to go away.
when u tell me you want me too
i start to get happy and excited and feel loved
but then you say but not as my girlfriend
but can we still hook up?
and i think to myself i rather have you like that then not at all.
so i say yes, and now i am waiting for a day when u make up your mind.
so whenever i see you now i see what i cant touch and what i cant axtually call mine but i can call u mine for 3 hours of one day.
but the minute that you leave you are no longer mine anymore.
your just alone all by yourself trying to find what you want just like the rest of us.
whenever you write me i start to smile because i know im gunna get a story of what u wanna do
whenever i see you i get that same old feeling in my jeans and i dont know why?
whenever i' alone i think about our crazy conversations
whenever i close my eyes i can see your face and i see you smiling at me,
and as im layng in my bed i can see you laying beside me holding me .
and something that will never be
