Deception...

Deception.
Betrayal.
Suspicion.
Distrusting.

My eyes are burning from the tears
My heart is racing from the fears.

I can't seem to swallow because my throat is dry
My stomach is churning, all because of a lie.

You played me as though I am a game
You are still playing, playing as though everything is the same.

You hurt me more than ever before
But this time I won't heal as easily because I am very sore.

I am still in shock of what you have done
I am trying to decide if this is what you do for fun.

I thought you were the person I could depend on
I thought you were always going to be there for me.

But now I've realized you aren't that person
And never were...

I cannot express how I feel
Only four words come to mind

Deception.
Betrayal.
Suspicion.
Distrusting.