I am the smile that you fake.
I am the chaos you constantly make.
I am the one whos there when the pain is too much to take.
Tell that being there for you wasnt a mistake.
Where were you when I collapsed crying?
Where were you when felt like dying?
Where were you when I wanted to stop trying?
Why do you continue denying?
You left me just when I asked you to come close.
You left me just when I felt I was at my lowest dose
You left me,
Just when I need you most.
* thoughts on paper:] not the best just getting things off my chest.
