Stand still

I watch the cars inch by inch,bumper to bumper,moving minutely.

I ponder...is this how my life is?
I wonder....how much longer?

I review my life ,a flashback to special times,hard times and sad times.
I think of my mistakes....have I learned from them?

I ponder..is this how my life is?
I wonder...how much longer?

My heart beats..beep-beep....beep-beep..
The tress stop swaying in the gentle wind

I ponder...is this how my life is?
I wonder...how much longer?

I understand remarkably what life would be like....being at a standstill.