Break-Up

I lie awake pretending, I am not hurting at all,
I lie to myself, saying I did not mean to fall.
I am still in love with you; and I have lost all control,
My heartbeat seems to quicken and then it seems to slow.

You have got me addicted and I will never regret.
The memories we had, I will never forget.
The warm of your embrace, the touch of your skin,
After all, I am just waiting for the break-up to sink in,

I know you didnt mean to, but you broke my heart,
Our relationship ended, before it could even start,
I do not know why, and I don't know whats going on,
But I still think of you, whenever I hear that song.

Whenever I see you, my heart skips a beat,
When I hear your name, my stomach falls to my feet,
Your warm smile, the touch of your hand,
Makes me still think, you should be my man.

I can not forget you; this feeling is so strong,
I can not help it, even when I know this is wrong,
I still stutter, even though we dont speak,
My heart beat still quickens, even when I am not rushed off my feet.

I dont know whats happening, and I want it to end,
There is no point loving you, if you just want to be friends.
Whenever I see you, I remember, how much I love you,
But then it hits me, and I remember we are through.

It is so hard seeing you, or even hearing your name,
But I have just got to think, that I am the one to blame.
You never loved me; and you shouldnt have bothered to try,
All you have done, is given me more reasons to cry.

Sleepless nights, my vision so blurred,
I should never have believed any of your words.
Now I am lying in a pool of blood,
For you are the reason, I died in this flood.