My Never Everlasting Forever

I could never
see my forever
with you.
There was too much pain
I couldn't refrain.

By the way
you looked at me today,
I felt myself falling.
Calling on you.

I could only remember
that day
you walked the other way.

My tears
blurred out your face.
In your arms was the only place
I wanted to be.

I'm calling for blue skies.
No more lies.

To see your smile.
To have you love me
again, for a while.

He was the answer
to the prayers
I hadn't yet said.

And I've found
he's the sounds
to my everlasting
silence.

And today
to hear you say
"I love you"
was the last thing
I expected.

Now I can see
my forever
and I'll never
forget the way
you looked at me.

Just never say goodbye.
I don't want to cry
anymore.