Depressed pt 2

Always feeling tired
never entirely awake
wanting to be alone
and choose what path i take

Feeling claustrophobic
wanting to let go
can't handle this heavy burden
my pain, i must not show

Terrified to sleep
afraid of what i see
my life is not my own
it's not what i want it to be

Fighting to start over
but nothing seems to work
fighting for my life
but life is just a jerk

Struggling with my studies
just can't hold it in
wanting to scream out
while the world continues to spin

Feeling left behind
like no-one gives a sh*t
yet i know how many care
just wanna be normal for a bit