Dont Know What To Do

I'm scared... No terrified
I dont know what to do
My heart and mind are at war
They're fighting over you
One says "let go
He doesnt really care.
You need to move one
Wake up from this nightmare"
The other tells me to hold on
You know him and his ways
He's scared of getting hurt
Screw what others say
The others I forgot
They tell me to say goodbye
This isnt a real relationship
Why do I bother to try
You give me no hope
No ounce of affection
We hardly talk at all
It feels like rejection
Maybe I cant take a hint
Maybe you never loved me
Maybe I am a stupid girl
Maybe this is how it has to be
I hold on anyways
Though it hurts everyday
I fell in love with you
What else is there to say?
You thought I would forget
But now I think you see
I meant everything I said
About you and me