I don't care what you say
My ears they are closed
I don't care what I see
My eyes have already seen the worst that this life knows
I don't care what I feel
I will numb it everyday
I don't care where I go
I will end up dead anyway
I don't care where my legs go
It's better then the places my heart has left me
Where happiness cannot be found
I can't go a day without thinking
About what it would be like if I just wasn't around
I don't care of the words that come out of my mouth
At least I'm speaking the truth
And of which, I have no doubt
I don't care of the thoughts that trample through my head
The thoughts about suicide
The thoughts about being dead
I don't care of the pain that I am in
The more I try to hide it
The more it sinks in
I will not run away, for I cannot run
I will not try to change the things I have done
I will not close my eyes, to hide the pain
