Its been a long time since I wrote something to you its been a long time since I last thought of you and yet here iam , still thinking of something that has gone away something that exist no more , my mind has gone sane I no longer suffer nor do I feel pain many months past by and I still dream about something that could of been , I wonder why do we fear to fall in love? why do we hide from our true purpose in life? we make decisions that change our life and yet when it comes to happines we sometimes go quiet .
I no longer love you no do I hate you , you are part of my past I have become a better person now and dont depend on your love nor your touch god has forgotten me , I couldnt ask for a better thing my thoughts drift away into the night . my tears no longer fall for I have changed .
I ask god one final thing and wait for an answer that I might not get . why do we run away from happines just because we are scared of failing? when we risk everyday? .
Dearest girl your memory still haunts me your eyes I see every where i go your voice lives within my ears despite so many months your still the owner of my soul ...
