I need to be saved
but no one seems to
Know that
they can't tell that
I am drowning
in my own sorrows
reaching out for
someone anyone
to show that they care
not just say it
I can't really remember
the last time I was truly
happy with myself and my life
I always had a complex
I have never felt Pretty
or been happy with
the way my life is
the more I look at myself
and the things I have done
the more I grow
to hate it all
The worst part of it all
is that i have so much
love to give but no one
wants it so it all turns to pain
all my life I have worked
so hard to find that
connection with some one
but it escapes me
no matter how hard I fight
maybe I try too hard
maybe I love too much
I just don't see what
is so horrible about that
