No Holding Back Now

by XTaintedxBeautyX   May 22, 2009


Holding herself back from the world,
there is only this one person.
Struggling to show how she feels,
he never could be outdone.

Training of the body, mind and soul,
She knows what it takes.
Why can't she become it though,
She makes too many mistakes.

He bent the rules too many times,
lenient one and patient in his own ways.
He tried so many approaches,
failed again again, impatient to even stay.

An opening is all he asked for,
one chance to know it all.
Pay attention, be creative,
He says while watching her fall.

Diligence is what every relationship needs,
Thats what he seemed to lack.
She never once gave up on him,
she wants to do anything to get it all back.

Even God has his human moments,
its what she's been told.
Even God spilled once in a while,
one too many times he found it old.

She wants the world to know,
whats been bothering her mind.
She tries to speak and stumbles,
for once the words she can not find.

looking into his all seeing eyes,
she Sees all she has ever been looking for.
sitting back looking at the world,
life is slowing down this endless war.

Falling asleep in his arms,
his gently touch to wake her,
staying up until early hours,
are all now such a blur.

Looking for everyones approval,
she realizes what she wants.
Him to show up and her...
her to show the world she loves him so nonchalant.

The true friends only want her to be happy.
They now tell her "go get him back."
Maybe too late is never real.
her love continues to stay in tack.

Sit down and talk for a while,
like a couple months ago.
take turns listening and learning,
let every little thing show.

in the long run,
every minute with him was worth it, is still worth it.
to have just 2 more hours,
to talk and sit.

That would mean everything,
after that she will leave.
Keep her memories to just you and me,
and never again will she wear her heart so easily to be torn from her sleeve.

Companionship, it was you and her forever my dear. you and her in this cruel world to be beaten and bruised while the last chance of love stood one more chance to make a difference forever and always.

-not directed to anyone-

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