And sometimes I still catch myself missing you
Remembering all the memories, replaying them in my head through and through
We jumped off the rock together, holding hands
And talked for hours on end about our upcoming plans
You were the only guy I really loved, and knew that it was real
But I cant let anyone know that I still love you so I keep inside all the feelings that I feel
Your dirty blond hair, your beautiful eyes
Just one look at you and baby you had me hypnotized
When you kissed me it was like I was in a dream, yet feeling your touch
The all in all you that I just loved so much
Sometimes I catch myself, catch myself wishing you were here
To let me relive the memories that of you I held so dear
We swam in the water both of us hand in hand
And I cared about you more then anyone can understand
Sometimes I catch myself, catch myself wondering why you had to leave
At the moment my life was perfect because you are everything that I need
We biked together for hours, we had so much fun
Talking and hanging out in the summer in the sun
Sometimes I catch myself, catch myself staring
At the one boy who meant everything to me and of whom could never stop caring
We took a lot of pictures together, you know one just wasnt enough
But once you left our world things started to get tough
Sometimes I catch myself, catch myself caring
Knowing that this pain Im going through is constantly tearing
Tearing me down, making me sad
Know that at one point in my life, it was you that I had
You stood up for me when your best friend was telling me lies
And your face brought a smile to me even though at times I wanted to cry
Sometimes I catch myself, catch myself talking about you with no end
Having to know that you wont ever again be my boyfriend but only my friend
We talked for hours I could never seem to get enough of your voice
And I hope you know that letting go of me was not at all my choice
You let me go without having any thought
So obviously you didnt understand how many tears that simple statement brought
Sometimes I catch myself, catch myself wanting you
To relive the things that together we always used to do
We danced for every slow dance we always seemed to be held in each others embrace
And I went to your town every week, just to see your face
My friends dont understand why I truly love you
But its because of everything about you, and I hope you know that too
Maybe no one will ever know my true feelings that I keep locked up, way down in my heart
About how I am longing for you to come back into my life, and to be my other part
I will always love you, no matter what happens too
Because I can never stop loving the all in all you
But Im just going to have to accept what I cannot understand
About why we are no longer together and how we are no longer walking hand in hand
About how I could cry so many tears and that to you they didnt mean one thing
And just a few days before that the song far away you would sing
About how you broke my heart in pieces and still didnt see
That no one will ever love you near as much as me
Sometimes I catch myself missing, wishing, wondering, staring, caring, talking, and wanting you
And I only wish that you felt the same way too!
