Not sure nor do I care

by InvisibleHourglass   May 25, 2009


**not about what you think, I'm just tired and i've started to blur past and present and a bunch of people together**

It's 11:11
and I have no idea what tomorrow will bring
I don't know if I'll be happy or stressed
don't know if I can take another confession
don't know if I really want to hear your excuses

I'm not sure if you'll even explain
it's not my fault we grew apart
not my fault we weren't meant to be
not my fault you weren't who you said you were

I don't care if you said that loved me
I don't really give a **** at all
don't care if you think I owe you
because you promised I meant more than that

I'm sort of sick of your antics
can't really take another stupid mistake
sick of saying it's okay
sick of restraining myself

I'm kind of disgusted with myself
shocked that I let myself go
disgusted I lost who I was
disgusted I gave into silence

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  • 15 years ago

    by C Cattaway

    Anger..? Or disappointment, and confusion through the clarity? Definitely sadness, and most certainly hurt.. Very well written. Well done. xx

  • 15 years ago

    by Colby

    I really got into this poem. I could hear it being read, and it was incredible. I could feel the anger and sadness. Very well written, you can always tell the difference when one writes with emotions.

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