Now the pain is going.. It's the memories i'll keep,
It's the mornings spent without you and the nights when i'll just weep.
It's looking in the mirror scared and alone, not knowing who i am,
It's knowing that you're coping.. When i've lost every will to stand.
Wasn't it you who said there would always be a you and I..
Wasn't it you who stood by me, through the rough and ready times,
And wasn't it me who loved you, more than any other ever could.
Wasn't it me that held you up, when it seemed no one else would.
It feels like a lifetime since our hearts last met,
The time drags on without you, and then builds the regret,
For everytime i hurt you.. For all the times i wasn't there,
For letting my pride take over.. For not showing that i cared.
Maybe if we add it all up, there would be a river of our tears,
That hapiness that we once felt, stolen from us throughout these years.
Maybe if we'd pushed others away, and stuck to what we were feeling,
Maybe if i had believed your words.. At the times when you really did mean them.
I was always the selfish one.. Please forgive me for all the wrong,
I wish that you would hold my hand, deliver those words that made me strong,
Say again that you will always love me.. Wake me up with only your grace,
'Cause everytime i close my eyes, i still see nothing but your face.
Truely when i said those words.. God knows i meant forever,
It's hard to think i was so naive, believing we would always be together.
I hope you know how much i loved you.. Enough to let you leave,
Enough to think that you'd be back, with my heart out on my sleeve.
They say that in the heart of the matter, thats just the way the world goes,
Whoever was chosen to bear that knowledge.. I think god only knows.
But if this is the path that for me was chosen, then this is the path that i will tread,
My words never did mean much to you.. Just please forgive me for the ones i never said.
