Not enough and never will be

A feeling of explosion bombards me
Engulfing every part of my being

You are first, second, third, last, every number in my life
My life is so different
I thought i was whole
But you completed me....

But i could repeatedly explain the depth of my affection
But words aren't enough

They can't explain why i could smile for hours
Why I stay up at night thinking of you
Writing tales and drowning in your love.

I could see you ten thousand times
And say I love you over million times but

The sudden rush of blood
The sudden tear shed
the sudden burst of adrenaline when you are near

The continuous effort of trying,
Doing everything right, just to make you smile
But your flaws are perfection,
There could never be another

To have me overflowing with this ardent feeling
The feeling of being yours forever

I could never give you half of what you've given me!
Because i can be given a billion lifetimes
And to tell you how i feel
Words aren't enough and never will be enough