Mistakes unwind from the past he notes,
Unacceptable is the word he choses to use,
His index finger flys around in my face,
His eyelids close and he walks the other way.
I feel like I'm running in place- by myself,
Putting effort into a friendship with him;
Is harder than being his girlfriend sometimes,
Short answers, baby this and baby that, what?
Sports magazines and CD's thrown around,
From one side of the room to another side,
Almost hitting me in the face, it was close,
My lips smirk and I throw in the topaz towel.
I blame myself for the way I'm acting now,
Falling is okay, getting back up is the problem,
I fell and there is nothing around to grip,
Are you waiting for someone to make you; you?
