Without you

I thought we'd last forever
We were together for so long
but now as I look beside me
I realized you're gone

I know that it's been years
and i've promised to move on
So here I am holding his hand
Knowing that it's wrong.

He asks me if i'll marry him
I smile and I agree
I know that that's not right
when i'm longing to be free

But I know that when the time comes,
i'll probably run away
It's not with him I want to be
I need YOU every day.

I'm sorry that you hurt me
and i'm sorry I hurt you
but I need you in my life
after all that we've been through

Now i'm sure that I will hurt HIM
which I don't really wish to do
but how am I supposed to live
when i'm living without you?