Depressions lullaby

Serenaded me love with your masochistic lullaby
Bind my hands
Hold me until I scream mercy
But don't give into me
Please if you love me
So I can take the day off
From all my obsessions
That I should love
Scrape the blood red paint from my finger nails
Until they bleed
Until the pain makes me feel
Kiss my winters abandoned lips
Until they crack like the thin ice
I always make you walk upon
Until the secrets seep into my frozen surface
I don't want to be here anymore
I can't do it anymore
I only mouth those words to you
Because somethings are too delicate to say out loud,
Because neither of us want to make them a reality
Again....

As you brush the wild hair out of my face
I kneel beside you
Once in pleasure
Now in pain
Only half the girl you met
But you still love completely
Telling me
You would steal a million days of my depression
For me to live in complete happiness