The memories now are fading
But I can still see you
I still see you walking to me
as if it was just yesterday
Although your face is a blur
I can't see your eyes
or that smile
The sound of your voice
it's faint and tiny in the back of my heart
you scent; gone like the wind
It's been years since I saw you last
But you seem to come to me
You appear before me at night
You're like a haunting ghost
Or a curse, a spell
But I can't break it
I want to
or do I?
Why do you come to me?
Or is it I who goes to you?
I want you to leave
I need you to be gone
My heart is aching
Everytime I look back
I feel it all over again
I don't deserve this
You need to leave me alone
But why won't you?
I don't even think of you
You can care less about me
I'm confused
Why do I see you again?
**** AT least every two months I dream of that guy that I loved a LOOOONG time ago. He seems to always come back to me, I'm over him but I don't know why he appears in my dreams. Every it never fails. When I dream of him, I feel the pain all over again and it brings my whole day down. It sucks. =(
