As I lay in bed alone I hear your breath
and feel the blood from your sickle dripping on my shoulder
I try to pretend I dont notice you
and turn to the other side of my bed
but you appear there
I start to feel hot tears run down my face
You just stand there
as if enjoying my pain
You put a boney hand on my shoulder
and I feel very light as if I am floating
I look down to see if I am
and there I lay on the bed
eyes closed
not breathing
Then suddenly I start to rise up, up to the heavens
I see the golden gates gates
I see all the angles playing harps that make joyful music
I see the streets paved with gold
I see all the happy people
They stare at me as if I dont belong there
Then I turn around to look back
and I see you standing there
staring at me
I small smirk crosses you face
and you stick your sickle threw my shoulder
You pull me down
down to the gates of hell
I stare out into the gates
and see people getting tortured
burned
and killed again and again
Demons are everywhere
and it is so hot
There is fire surrounding me
and I feel the sweat dripping off my face
I feel something by my ankles and I look down
You have put shackles on my feet
Then you pull on my chains and I stumble
You lead me through the gates
I start to fear what is going to happen
I ask myself is this just a dream
but suddenly you turn around to look at me
and as if I just asked you
you shake your head no
Then you whisper to me in a raspy voice
this is where you will stay for all eternity
and lead me in
