Visions flashing, mental torture,
No relief, sinking deeper.
Building tunnels with bricks and mortar,
Trying to be my minds keeper.
Voices yelling, pitch gets higher,
Darker now, light is fading,
Screaming out my true desire,
Feeling like my head is caving.
THEN, it stops, confused and dazed,
What has changed, still have my issues,
Mind and body still wants and craves,
Yet something’s different, don't need my tissues.
Can see the light growing stronger each day,
Getting brighter than it has for a while,
Thinking maybe its all fine, will be okay.
Thinking maybe I can even smile.
This feelings twisting, winding, growing inside,
No, not right, just can't struggle to break free,
But still I allow it to take me on that ride,
Because I really do think LOVE has found me.
