As I fall to my knees I hold my phone
"I'm sorry" I tell you, "Tonight I die alone"
But I'm reaching out for you
Please grab me and pull me into
A haven, safe arms, just safety
But there's no way this will end safely
Because I now see my bloody grave
"Forget the addiction, be brave"
I don't remember those words as I bleed
I can't help my razorblades greed
I'm falling now, I'm so unwell
I'm falling now, back into my dark and lonely hell
But you're standing there. Intervene
Save me, I can't breathe
But you stand there and don't do a thing
It doesn't matter though, I'll stay here and scream
I'll cut again, today, tonight, and tomorrow
Release the anger, depression, feeling of being hollow
It'll end another day of masochist's sorrow