How does it feel?

How does it make you feel
When every time you speak,
You hit your head against the wall?
What is the feeling,
Of every time you walk somewhere,
You bang into a wall?
Why are you forever banging against walls?
Not going any place in the world,
Standing still,
Walking into walls,
Following the unseen,
Even if it means falling down the hole,
The hole you yourself created,
Keep digging that hole,
Keep running into walls,
Some day it will come crashing down,
Right on top of your head,
So tell me this,
How does it feel,
To not get any place while walking fast?
How does it feel,
Walking into walls every time?
You open your mouth?
You put one foot in front of the other?
Tell me how it feels,
Because it seems,
I do not know what this feeling is,
Tell me how it feels,
To burry yourself in your own lies?
To step forward and be attacked by them?
How does it make you feel,
When every time you speak,
You hit your head against the wall?
Do you feel proud?
Do you feel satisfaction?
Does it make your walls crumble?
Or does it build them higher?
Just tell me how it feels,
To walk into walls,
With every single little thing you do?
How do you feel now?
Are you still believing your own lies?
What do you say now?